MikuMikuDance131

Sorry for being an idiot. Sorry for pissing you off. Sorry for stealing everything, even if I didn't realize. Sorry for breaking things. Sorry for being a hypocrite. Sorry for being a terrible friend. Sorry for being a terrible person. Sorry for ignoring what was right in front of me. Sorry for not really ignoring it, only not knowing what to do. Sorry for being who I was. Sorry for being who I am. Sorry for being anything. Sorry for doing things I shouldn't. Sorry for doing things I should. Sorry for the good things that went wrong. Sorry for the bad things that went right. Sorry for writing. Sorry for drawing. Sorry for doing anything. Sorry for annoying you. Sorry for stealing something away from you. Sorry for ruining hope. Sorry for never knowing what to do. Sorry for never knowing what to say. Sorry for being annoying when I can't sleep. Sorry for being annoying when I am finally tired. Sorry for making everything something else. Sorry for anything. Sorry for everything. Sorry for saying sorry so much, I do know how much it annoys you. Sorry.

Summer's boring. School's worse. Nothing worth looking forward to. -sigh-

I hate being in love, I hate love. I dont understand it and it's evil. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.

Im not listening to anyone. I was told you posted about me but I didnt believe it till I saw it. And you wanna know why I did what I did? Because I was told YOU were bitching about me behind MY back. I was so annoyed. I was told things by people and when I finally cleared my thoughts and asked the supposed witnesses, it wasn't true. I did what I did because others made me. But dont you DARE pretend you didnt. Think Im stupid and didnt know that page I was speaking to was you? Of course I did! I was so hung up on finding out what happened so I continued speaking to you! No. I wasnt that girl. But you can't pretend you werent that page. Did you even TRY and hide that?! And Im giving up on finding out. I didnt like myself so Im an attention seeker?! Oh okay. Right. I was SO god-damn vulnerable and you're right. You WERE a leech. I wanted to be happy again, OF COURSE I was going to stick to you! You made me feel better! I wasnt sure what happened! In that moment you actually loved me, no-one else did. I was so sure that was it. Yes, I tried to find out what happened because YOU WOULDNT TELL ME. I wanted to keep you SO bad and you just left. OF COURSE I WANTED TO KNOW. You know something? Everything I did, you did it too. Im a god-damn coward. But you know what? So are you.  Yes, I messed up. But dont you dare pretend for one fucking second you are innocent.

Yes! The carnival was awesome. Very good. All the rides were awesome and I met up with some other friends. I really hope Meikzo enjoyed it! It was pretty funny. Danced on the Speed Buzz , laughed at the people on the Freak Out. It was awesome. The rides we went on wereeee:
Twister, Freak Out(Zoe at least), Waltzers, Speed Buzz, Jumpin', Miami, I think that's it probably, there wasn't much So, in conclusion, I had fun. And I hope Zo did too c: